River of Darkness

Sometimes , I am reminded of a song , River of darkness over me . Who am I ? Nobody special , famous , or incredible . People tell me I am pessimistic and negative sometimes to a fault . But that’s okay , because  guess what ? We all have faults . Even when  life seems to be going well , I’m not truly happy . Maybe  because life has turned me bitter , cold , and distrustful ? Maybe it’s because of the consequences of decisions I have made in my life ? Maybe it’s the hurt , real or imagined that I have experienced ? Maybe it’s fear ? Maybe it’s  loss ? I really can’t put a finger on any one specific cause or reason , but I can assume it may be one or more of the above . It’s sad really . We are brought into this world carefree and worry free . We are tended to and cared for until we reach a certain age and  then turned out to the real world . There we learn the cold hard facts of life . Over the years and many lessons learned . Emotions have a lot to do with a persons character . They dictate how any given scenario will play out . Will it be peaceful or will it be violent ? Will it end in sorrow and sadness or in joy and happiness ? Will it end in freedom or in bondage ? The fact is every scenario has it’s own outcome . You can try and predict how it will play out , but until the last card is played it’s anyone’s game . I have learned that each of us are dealt a hand of cards at birth . It’s not a hand where you have wild cards or get to throw in the cards you don’t want . Life is what I like to call “GUTS” poker . You play the hand you are dealt . Anyone who has ever played guts poker knows , not every hand is a winner . So we keep anteing up and hoping the next hand will be a little better . Do you ever win ? No , not in the end . Death is an unbiased non racist bitch . Like fire or water , tornado or a medical event , death sneaks in and that’s the final hand . Am I sad , hurting , in pain ? No . Am I happy , mad in bondage or free ? No . Sometimes I have a feeling that my life has stalled swirling endlessly in one spot . There is no movement  stuck in an ever deepening  rut . I know as I’ve learned thru the years that given time , this too shall pass . When it feels as if it’s too dark to see ….. That’s when I feel A River of darkness over me. …… Just Thinking ……..

 

Advertisements

The Empty Chair

Over in the corner of the quiet living room sets an empty chair. The chair where the man used to sit . The silence is deafening as the emptiness engulfs the entire space . A man that  some looked up to while others scorned  behind his back . A man who worked hard all his life to provide for his family.. He kept a roof over their heads . He kept them clothed and fed . He taught them right from wrong . He fought to keep them safe from the evils of this world . He had talents that some share and lacked others that others are blessed with . He had demons as everyone does and handled them as only he could . At times loud and rowdy other times going deep within himself . He laughed , he cried , he struggled and overcame . Yes he was a man . He drank hard , fought hard , played hard and lost hard as well . He was just a man . Sometimes I catch my mind wandering and in an empty stare , although it’s been a long time , I think of him and the now empty chair .

A WINNING BET

The democrats have lit the fuse , this shits about to pop

time to put the hammer down , it’s time for this to stop

take your fkn hatred , go off and lick your wounds

proved that you are assholes, have been since the womb

tired of your anarchy , so tired of your game

for when in reality , Hillary’s to blame

you lost the damn election , because she really sucks

patriots are sick to death , we’re not your sitting ducks

civil war is what you want , it’s war you’re gonna get

I am not a gambling man , but that’s a winning bet

IT”S COMING

The end is near , as far as this  political divide in our country . Believe what you want , but there is a rift that has widened into great chasm . Today there was a couple more shootings . One in particular was directed toward the republican party . Democrats have been spewing violence  for some time now and today a psychotic  democratic follower has acted on the hate . He opened fire on republican members of a congressional baseball team  wounding  four . The leftist liberal democrats have been calling for resistance for 6 months now . They’ve been instigating every thing imaginable .Scandal after scandal to impeach the 45th president ( Donald Trump ) of the United States .They have backed many home grown terrorist organizations . B L M  (Black Lives Matter ) , B A M N  (By Any Means Necessary ) , Antifa a self proclaimed anti fascist movement . Every since the presidents inauguration  . These organizations have been causing anarchy throughout our country . Just as soon as the shooting had stopped , democrats  started their same old rhetoric on gun control . They refuse to accept responsibility for contributing to this shooting . Democrats  have been stirring up this hostility since they lost the election in November 2016 . They’ve succeeded in tearing our country in two . I hope they’re satisfied . They’ve fulfilled their agenda . I believe we’ll soon be in a second civil war here in our country . So many democrats broke the law during Obama’s  8 year presidency committing treason , sedition , racial division , hatred for the police , and extortion  One can only ask  why would they do this . In my opinion , to try to regain democratic control over our country . Will it work ? Not till the presidents term is over , and they are voted in . Trust me , if that happens , I think there will be all out war . They got used to pushing their agenda  having total control over the people , and are doing everything they can  to regain the power . Lying , stealing , murder , & false allegations are all in  their playbook . So it’s not if it’ll  happens , it is when . If you pray , you may want to in earnest . If you can only hope , hope with all your might . Because the end is near . …… Just My  Opinion ……..

The Death Penalty

I’m going to start this , like this . I believe in in an eye for an eye .  If you take a life irregardless of the circumstance  , unless it’s in self defense of yourself  or an innocent , then your life is extinguished . I don’t give a rats twat if you didn’t mean it , you were under the influence , or just having issues . The fact is you killed , you murdered , you took the life of another human being . Whether to satisfy , your desire for lust , or greed . or just because they were in the wrong place at the wrong time . Unforgivable … period ! Now before  , all you pantie  waist cry baby assholes go all liberal on me , it hasn’t touched you or yours personally , or you would agree 100% . You sit back and preach your liberal horseshit , and say it’s cruel and unusual punishment . To which . I say FUCK YOU .  A person gets up in the morning , heads off to work , shot dead getting fuel at the neighborhood gas station . A person going in to cash a check shot dead by a bank robber . A woman home alone going about her business when an intruder crashes in rapes and murders her . You fuckers want me to feel sorry for the killer ? Are you out of your fucking minds ? You must be .  Cruel and inhumane treatment , a needle in the arm ? Are you twisted bastards that out of touch ? Did he or she show compassion  for the victim ? Did they  even consider the pain and sorrow they would inflict upon the families and survivors ? No they did not . You sorry bastards want me to say it’s okay to imprison them for the rest of their natural life ? You stupid mother fuckers , they get  free medical , free food  and shelter ,on the tax payers dime . They have more rights than an elderly person struggling to survive on the outside  . The homeless struggle every day just to survive . So you want me to go along with your pacifist belief and say they deserve to live their lives in prison ? Give me a fucking break ! You fucking liberal pacifists make me want to puke . I’m going to end this like this …. you sit there in a room full of assholes , thinking you’re the voice of reason , that compassion is the answer for a ruthless murdering piece of shit , and that life in prison will teach them a lesson . What the fuck ? A needle in the arm is more inhumane  than the brutal murder they committed . FUCK YOU !!!!!!!!!!!………………Just my Opinion……and  FUCK YOU ……………………..

RIDE THE WIND

THE TIME DOES COME FOR ALL OF US ……  TO CEASE EXISTENCE AND TURN TO DUST…….

THE LOVE , THE JOY , THE PAIN WE KNEW……. BECOMES A MEMORY , BECOMES A MEMORY

SOME PEOPLE WANT A MONUMENT  ……   WHILE OTHERS A HUGE GRAVESTONE

BUT ME I DON’T WANT NOTHING AT ALL……I WANT TO RIDE ON THE WIND              I WANT TO RIDE ON THE WIND

chorus:                                                                                                                                                                            SO SEND ME UP HIGH , WHERE THE EAGLES FLY

AND LET ME RIDE ON THE WIND , MY FRIEND

OH LET ME RIDE ON THE , OH LET ME RIDE ON THE WIND

AND NOW YOU’VE  ALL HEARD  MY LAST  REQUEST

THE LAST THING I ASK FROM  THEE

IS CARRY ME HIGH  ON A MOUNTAIN TOP

AND FINALLY SET ME FREE , FINALLY SET ME FREE

chorus and close         by Marty P . Murtha

RADICALS

The radicals have landed , yes they have come ashore
took in over 100,000 , democrats wanting more
they have overrun the cities , the forests and the towns
to those of you who are awake , it is … as bad as it sounds
our system is on overload , the economy is shot
the more they get the more they bitch , even more they want
infiltrated our democracy , they’re pushing their agenda
getting on Americas nerves , it’s soon to stop I betcha
Sharia is an ideology , one that will never fly
too many brave Americans have had to fight and die
our freedoms non negotiable , so they need to quit
fucking with a rattlesnake , you know you will get bit

MY GROUP

Hardcore Deplorables , some people say we suck ,
but we have a motto , we don’t really give a fuck ,
opinions are like asshole , yes for one and all ,
speak our minds , raise some hell , we always have a ball ,
libs & dems , & anarchists , yes you’re going down ,
yes some have the mentality , of a fukin clown ,
sometimes I am discouraged , while other times excited ,
Fuck em all , WE ARE PATRIOTS , AND YES , WE ARE UNITED ……..

Comply

Illegals are protesting , demanding rights , that they’re not due,
they swam across the Rio Grand , & jumped the border too ,
they scream , & holler , piss and moan ,and say that’s its not fair.
it’s our democratic way of life , is what they want to share ,
to become a citizen , theres rules and regulations ,
but you must do it legally , our only expectation .
so if you are a criminal , or violate our laws .
then you will be deported , & you will know the cause ,
so heres my only question , and to you I’m asking WHY ?
whats so hard to understand , simply just comply !

VIOLATION OF AMERICA

 

tumblr_lukyoir4161qepe7r

The violation of America , has gotten way outta hand …..
trying to impeach our president , is more than I can stand…..
the election has been over , the democrats have lost…..
now , out to destroy America , no matter what the cost……
anarchy is rampant , they’ve lost their fucking mind
they truly are intolerant , assinine and blind……
insanity personified is more than I can handle……
here we go , one more time , another bullshit scandal…….
so stand up fellow Patriots , for now’s the time to act…..
destruction is inevitable , just stating it as a fact…..
frustration overwhelming , often want to cry…….
standing Proud to fight this scourge , until the day I die….!!!!!