Sometimes , I am reminded of a song , River of darkness over me . Who am I ? Nobody special , famous , or incredible . People tell me I am pessimistic and negative sometimes to a fault . But that’s okay , because guess what ? We all have faults . Even when life seems to be going well , I’m not truly happy . Maybe because life has turned me bitter , cold , and distrustful ? Maybe it’s because of the consequences of decisions I have made in my life ? Maybe it’s the hurt , real or imagined that I have experienced ? Maybe it’s fear ? Maybe it’s loss ? I really can’t put a finger on any one specific cause or reason , but I can assume it may be one or more of the above . It’s sad really . We are brought into this world carefree and worry free . We are tended to and cared for until we reach a certain age and then turned out to the real world . There we learn the cold hard facts of life . Over the years and many lessons learned . Emotions have a lot to do with a persons character . They dictate how any given scenario will play out . Will it be peaceful or will it be violent ? Will it end in sorrow and sadness or in joy and happiness ? Will it end in freedom or in bondage ? The fact is every scenario has it’s own outcome . You can try and predict how it will play out , but until the last card is played it’s anyone’s game . I have learned that each of us are dealt a hand of cards at birth . It’s not a hand where you have wild cards or get to throw in the cards you don’t want . Life is what I like to call “GUTS” poker . You play the hand you are dealt . Anyone who has ever played guts poker knows , not every hand is a winner . So we keep anteing up and hoping the next hand will be a little better . Do you ever win ? No , not in the end . Death is an unbiased non racist bitch . Like fire or water , tornado or a medical event , death sneaks in and that’s the final hand . Am I sad , hurting , in pain ? No . Am I happy , mad in bondage or free ? No . Sometimes I have a feeling that my life has stalled swirling endlessly in one spot . There is no movement stuck in an ever deepening rut . I know as I’ve learned thru the years that given time , this too shall pass . When it feels as if it’s too dark to see ….. That’s when I feel A River of darkness over me. …… Just Thinking ……..
Over in the corner of the quiet living room sets an empty chair. The chair where the man used to sit . The silence is deafening as the emptiness engulfs the entire space . A man that some looked up to while others scorned behind his back . A man who worked hard all his life to provide for his family.. He kept a roof over their heads . He kept them clothed and fed . He taught them right from wrong . He fought to keep them safe from the evils of this world . He had talents that some share and lacked others that others are blessed with . He had demons as everyone does and handled them as only he could . At times loud and rowdy other times going deep within himself . He laughed , he cried , he struggled and overcame . Yes he was a man . He drank hard , fought hard , played hard and lost hard as well . He was just a man . Sometimes I catch my mind wandering and in an empty stare , although it’s been a long time , I think of him and the now empty chair .
The democrats have lit the fuse , this shits about to pop
time to put the hammer down , it’s time for this to stop
take your fkn hatred , go off and lick your wounds
proved that you are assholes, have been since the womb
tired of your anarchy , so tired of your game
for when in reality , Hillary’s to blame
you lost the damn election , because she really sucks
patriots are sick to death , we’re not your sitting ducks
civil war is what you want , it’s war you’re gonna get
I am not a gambling man , but that’s a winning bet
The end is near , as far as this political divide in our country . Believe what you want , but there is a rift that has widened into great chasm . Today there was a couple more shootings . One in particular was directed toward the republican party . Democrats have been spewing violence for some time now and today a psychotic democratic follower has acted on the hate . He opened fire on republican members of a congressional baseball team wounding four . The leftist liberal democrats have been calling for resistance for 6 months now . They’ve been instigating every thing imaginable .Scandal after scandal to impeach the 45th president ( Donald Trump ) of the United States .They have backed many home grown terrorist organizations . B L M (Black Lives Matter ) , B A M N (By Any Means Necessary ) , Antifa a self proclaimed anti fascist movement . Every since the presidents inauguration . These organizations have been causing anarchy throughout our country . Just as soon as the shooting had stopped , democrats started their same old rhetoric on gun control . They refuse to accept responsibility for contributing to this shooting . Democrats have been stirring up this hostility since they lost the election in November 2016 . They’ve succeeded in tearing our country in two . I hope they’re satisfied . They’ve fulfilled their agenda . I believe we’ll soon be in a second civil war here in our country . So many democrats broke the law during Obama’s 8 year presidency committing treason , sedition , racial division , hatred for the police , and extortion One can only ask why would they do this . In my opinion , to try to regain democratic control over our country . Will it work ? Not till the presidents term is over , and they are voted in . Trust me , if that happens , I think there will be all out war . They got used to pushing their agenda having total control over the people , and are doing everything they can to regain the power . Lying , stealing , murder , & false allegations are all in their playbook . So it’s not if it’ll happens , it is when . If you pray , you may want to in earnest . If you can only hope , hope with all your might . Because the end is near . …… Just My Opinion ……..
I’m going to start this , like this . I believe in in an eye for an eye . If you take a life irregardless of the circumstance , unless it’s in self defense of yourself or an innocent , then your life is extinguished . I don’t give a rats twat if you didn’t mean it , you were under the influence , or just having issues . The fact is you killed , you murdered , you took the life of another human being . Whether to satisfy , your desire for lust , or greed . or just because they were in the wrong place at the wrong time . Unforgivable … period ! Now before , all you pantie waist cry baby assholes go all liberal on me , it hasn’t touched you or yours personally , or you would agree 100% . You sit back and preach your liberal horseshit , and say it’s cruel and unusual punishment . To which . I say FUCK YOU . A person gets up in the morning , heads off to work , shot dead getting fuel at the neighborhood gas station . A person going in to cash a check shot dead by a bank robber . A woman home alone going about her business when an intruder crashes in rapes and murders her . You fuckers want me to feel sorry for the killer ? Are you out of your fucking minds ? You must be . Cruel and inhumane treatment , a needle in the arm ? Are you twisted bastards that out of touch ? Did he or she show compassion for the victim ? Did they even consider the pain and sorrow they would inflict upon the families and survivors ? No they did not . You sorry bastards want me to say it’s okay to imprison them for the rest of their natural life ? You stupid mother fuckers , they get free medical , free food and shelter ,on the tax payers dime . They have more rights than an elderly person struggling to survive on the outside . The homeless struggle every day just to survive . So you want me to go along with your pacifist belief and say they deserve to live their lives in prison ? Give me a fucking break ! You fucking liberal pacifists make me want to puke . I’m going to end this like this …. you sit there in a room full of assholes , thinking you’re the voice of reason , that compassion is the answer for a ruthless murdering piece of shit , and that life in prison will teach them a lesson . What the fuck ? A needle in the arm is more inhumane than the brutal murder they committed . FUCK YOU !!!!!!!!!!!………………Just my Opinion……and FUCK YOU ……………………..
THE TIME DOES COME FOR ALL OF US …… TO CEASE EXISTENCE AND TURN TO DUST…….
THE LOVE , THE JOY , THE PAIN WE KNEW……. BECOMES A MEMORY , BECOMES A MEMORY
SOME PEOPLE WANT A MONUMENT …… WHILE OTHERS A HUGE GRAVESTONE
BUT ME I DON’T WANT NOTHING AT ALL……I WANT TO RIDE ON THE WIND I WANT TO RIDE ON THE WIND
chorus: SO SEND ME UP HIGH , WHERE THE EAGLES FLY
AND LET ME RIDE ON THE WIND , MY FRIEND
OH LET ME RIDE ON THE , OH LET ME RIDE ON THE WIND
AND NOW YOU’VE ALL HEARD MY LAST REQUEST
THE LAST THING I ASK FROM THEE
IS CARRY ME HIGH ON A MOUNTAIN TOP
AND FINALLY SET ME FREE , FINALLY SET ME FREE
chorus and close by Marty P . Murtha
The radicals have landed , yes they have come ashore
took in over 100,000 , democrats wanting more
they have overrun the cities , the forests and the towns
to those of you who are awake , it is … as bad as it sounds
our system is on overload , the economy is shot
the more they get the more they bitch , even more they want
infiltrated our democracy , they’re pushing their agenda
getting on Americas nerves , it’s soon to stop I betcha
Sharia is an ideology , one that will never fly
too many brave Americans have had to fight and die
our freedoms non negotiable , so they need to quit
fucking with a rattlesnake , you know you will get bit
Hardcore Deplorables , some people say we suck ,
but we have a motto , we don’t really give a fuck ,
opinions are like asshole , yes for one and all ,
speak our minds , raise some hell , we always have a ball ,
libs & dems , & anarchists , yes you’re going down ,
yes some have the mentality , of a fukin clown ,
sometimes I am discouraged , while other times excited ,
Fuck em all , WE ARE PATRIOTS , AND YES , WE ARE UNITED ……..
Illegals are protesting , demanding rights , that they’re not due,
they swam across the Rio Grand , & jumped the border too ,
they scream , & holler , piss and moan ,and say that’s its not fair.
it’s our democratic way of life , is what they want to share ,
to become a citizen , theres rules and regulations ,
but you must do it legally , our only expectation .
so if you are a criminal , or violate our laws .
then you will be deported , & you will know the cause ,
so heres my only question , and to you I’m asking WHY ?
whats so hard to understand , simply just comply !
The violation of America , has gotten way outta hand …..
trying to impeach our president , is more than I can stand…..
the election has been over , the democrats have lost…..
now , out to destroy America , no matter what the cost……
anarchy is rampant , they’ve lost their fucking mind
they truly are intolerant , assinine and blind……
insanity personified is more than I can handle……
here we go , one more time , another bullshit scandal…….
so stand up fellow Patriots , for now’s the time to act…..
destruction is inevitable , just stating it as a fact…..
frustration overwhelming , often want to cry…….
standing Proud to fight this scourge , until the day I die….!!!!!